終生也堅持

回港整整五年了！
剛從加國回來的時候，十萬樣不適應，還怨自己怎麼要回到這地！

5 years have passed and I'm in my 5th jobs since I came back.
Now that 怨氣都消散了! 就是當初肯堅持，all of those became a chance of 數算上帝的恩. me - becomin' a stronger one. 努力ar! 終生也堅持，深信在背後盛載主心意是祂旨意! Ready for 2009!!

Without any of you along the way. I might have lost long ago.
"I thank my God upon every remembrance of you" (Philippians 1:3)

不是八十年代

每年婆婆的生日party，都會在走廊的歌舞聲中渡過，今年亦不例外。
婆婆和媽媽一同到舞池大展身手吧！婆婆 d friend 也全是舞林高手呢～@_@

在六、七十年代的音樂下，我和表弟妹都變啞了，不能唱也不懂跳，唯有用自拍來自娛一番！^^
Anyways, 這些走廊 live band 感覺真的非常 professional. 轉歌、轉Key、轉style都絕不手軟永無躂Q！佩服！

可惜不是你

不是不想好好的愛它，是"timing"的問題吧！
早知道它不屬於我，結果還是愛上了！可惜不是它陪我到最後, 唯有忍痛說再見！
河畔... 請你保重！I'll miss you.

over evil

他說: 「泰來個爸爸原來係麥長青，麥飽ar~ 哈哈！」
我回應 (with monotone): 「咩呀？泰來？! 你個friend呀？」

Then I turn around and saw a "足球小將12" in his hands. -___-""

他的善良及單純，總叫人不忍心傷害他。He won, again!

怎麼又失眠... 我的天 你可不可以暫時讓我睡~

*merry christmas*

Thanks for inviting me to this 多元化 & 多姿多采's Christmas celebration.^^.

So glad & warm to be here with u crazy loVers!! Keep it up, you guys are super!! 羨慕你們一同成長累積起的默契。難能可貴! It's good to have companions on the long long journey.

Yes! Jesus is the gift of Christmas. He was born to die... for you and me.

"We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
(all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live "

《We are the reason— Avalon》

We Are The Reason

We are the reason— Avalon
As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives
We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love All because of love
We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him(every part to him)
And all that I do every word that i say(you know I’ll be saying)
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, For Him (everything for Him)

silent night

Christmas party at acm office with all staffs this afternoon.

Celebrated for all the ups & downs we underwent together!! 2008, 點滴在心頭~ Everything is in HIS hands!!! Looking forward for the new challenges in 2009.

Have a very silent's silent night*

Silent night, Holy night. All is clam, All is bright...

Rejoice.

爸爸走了，陳生回來了！
他倆似換更一樣～

Finally met the 大夫 introduced by 米高媽。把口&把脈都利害，if those 藥都利害就好喇！*v*

走上街，才感受到濃濃的節日氣氛。
Let us rejoice!!

Done!

2008年所有outreach都成了！

This morning 是最後一場＠中學，亦是有史以來最近我家的一場～(walking distance)

衷心感謝我的好同工們!! 在這段時間，他們真的為我分擔了許多工作呢～(of course 還有義工們的協助) 能和他們一起同工真好！每一次也可能是最後一次嘛~ 珍惜！

今天收到許多老師的鼓勵&祝福，感動=^^= 我也希望將來有機會分享 the other side of my story. 2008外展收爐喇，2009會繼續努力！得人如得fish! YEAH~

冬

冬至夜，跟爸爸二人在樓下共進晚餐。

無論是單獨跟爸爸 or 單獨跟媽媽吃飯，總是有總尷尷尬尬的感覺，不知如何是好。


我是什麼構造的？

JESUS is the gift

I love Christmas. Jesus is the gift.

這個月以 Christmas 為主題的外展出隊有5個. Other than 中、小學及教會出隊, 還有今天這個小學生家長福音預工。A hall full of 家長!! 感覺好特別~

今天除了感恩, I really have nothing to say. From the moment I received the card last night, I strongly believe that Jesus is walking me through and He wants me to walk through it with HIM. 說真的... 今天對我來說, 真是個很大很大的考驗... the toughest battle ever。

因為有親密戰友一起打這場仗，因為祂 never give up a soul，we did it!! 最終勝利者always is 上帝!! Yeah~

Enjoy everything, every moment that we've shared. High quality combination mah!! wooho~
Never too much for gospel events.
(i'm sleepy... but i gotta type it down before another day comes^^)

Feelings

陳生昨天已出發到湖南短宣去了! 這一連六天﹐我要學習和爸爸單獨相處。廿幾年來第一次，真的有點緊張。陳生也要加油呀！他首次用國語講道，希望上帝 uses you and open the people's ears，明白祂的道^^

第二次回去威爾斯覆診﹐都係個句 ﹕「等耐過乜」幸有好友相伴﹐可以聊天解悶~ 還一起填那份奇怪的問卷﹐我們都學多了用來形容「感覺」的詞語﹕
正常的有﹕忿怒﹑寂寞﹑生氣﹑被騙﹑活躍﹑焦躁...
特別的有﹕有幫助﹑受人信任﹑平易近人﹑有效率﹑有同情心...
未知胡亂作答會否影響醫院的research呢﹖實在唔知自己有無平易近人。


昨晚為週六練習得如火如荼﹐好耐無試過練一次的出隊練 over 2 hrs. ~ I'm really looking forward for 我們這combination首次之合作﹐相信一定能擦出新的火花~*

太棒了!

Praise the Lord! Mission Cleared!

My失憶+失魂症 nearly ruin 今早的外展ar~ 感謝各緊急救亡小組的支援!!兩場聚會得"順利"完成!

不得不提今天的兩位好拍檔﹐有了你們﹐我的壓力全退。好拍檔難求呀~你們太棒了! 上帝更棒!! 全男班出隊屬罕見﹐我今朝能夠去到粉嶺是神恩~(像無盡碧海...)

Highlights of the day:
All faxed scores ...
Opera version「還」...
Encore with F.7 ...
孤獨小子的小肚腩 ...
踏鋼線爸爸 ...
上帝無條件的愛 ...

"別害怕 祂知你難受 擔當軟弱與困憂..." 感動到傻~

不再是我能夠為祂做甚麼﹐祂給我的實在太多太多太多太多太多!

壞電視!

長開的電視機﹐叫人甚麼也想不出來。

是誰把電視長開﹖!

絕

星期五下班回家後感不適﹐半夜還發起熱來~ 十萬個不願再到emergency求診下(i'll be more sick)﹐結果等待到天亮! 發熱情況似乎稍微退下﹐決定到中醫那邊把把脈。。。

Too bad 吃過中藥還未見好轉﹐整天呆呆滯滯反反覆覆﹐最後還是到馬鞍山找西醫夜診去~ 經過中西藥的交流﹐現在方有力上網打字。(ya! i need to blog... ha!) 我要絕地反擊!! I'll be strong! 我星期一要出隊!!!
還不夠絕﹖尚可更絕﹖

再謝愛心小姐送來的食物﹐可惜最後還是由陳生代勞了~

一切很美

出山的第一天，連天氣也特別美！

走進8A辦工室，發現工作桌像變了醫院病床，全是可愛同工＆義工戰友無聲的支持，令我今天工作特別有力！衷心感激！

這晚high school老友又聚頭～ 多得A. Fung夫婦每3個月一假期回港，造就了我們group埋敘一敘的機會呢！對於繁忙的Honger來說，3個月update一次的確不算久^^三月再見喇老友!

This day, with Ming 姐姐親自送來兒童天地小孩 & 導師們的祝福!
I'm totally speechless... 主賜福如春雨~

一切很美只因有祢～

Meet Again

3 movies in a row already~ wooho!!

Tks Wujo for the noon visit. 不好意思﹐沒有盡地主之誼﹐還要妳前來探訪~ I'm always happy to meet old friends.(oh...my super 殘face! 用咩effect都執唔到~)

因為我倆現都在機構事奉(她在楓葉國)﹐不用多詳述也明白大家的situation﹐能有共鳴多好~ And I think we both are tough daughters in Christ!^^ Yes, don't worry. I'm alright!! 可惜相聚的時間總是太短! I hope she enjoy her stay in Hong Kong! 請好好保重!

After Wujo's visit, I started to miss my buddies in Canada again. When will I see you again?!

爸來了!

是有想過剛發生的事情﹐會影響爸爸 fly back to H.K. 的計劃。
結果﹐他還是來了~ Arrival time: 1930

During the "critical moment", 爸爸特來照顧實在是窩心呢~ 梳化床又發揮它的功用了! But it's kinda weird that he's the 2nd person who uses this sofa bed after Mom. I know I've been thinking too much!^^

Hopefully 短短的幾個星期﹐在這小屋子裡(our home is smaller than his bedroom in Vancouver)﹐陳生和他外父 can build a closer bonding. 其實我擔心自己多一點... i need a lot of space^^" Welcome home Dad!!

流浪寵物

今天感覺有點像流浪貓﹐在等好心人來喂~

好心小姐送上兩餐愛心食物之如﹐還待我家主人回來才離開。在家應該是寵物﹐也不算流浪吧! 謝謝寵愛~

精神食糧也到了﹐不用背tvb program啦!^^

"Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from Him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will not be shaken." (Ps. 62:5-6)

和Chicken做朋友

一連五天沒有走出過門口﹐人生的第一次。

足不出戶還未算呆﹐每餐吃不同 appearance, 但一樣 texture 的雞才是 dull。現在除了雞﹐還有痱茲和豆豆跟我做朋友﹐加上 insomnia 晚上來探訪﹐熱鬧到呢!

今晚終於有點新口味﹐有馮生馮太帶來的驚喜~ 馮太還代替今天復工的陳生 take care of me^^真係辛苦晒!

快跑

emotion 終於跑出來了.........................

"可不可以不勇敢?!"

ans.: no

Peaceful God

婦產科游醫生於11月18日證實了小生命在我身體內的存在﹐她還首次把只有7星期大的胚胎拍下! (1.2cm long)

隨後的日子﹐我們開始盡量小心翼翼。

11月30日﹐陳生行畢業禮的大日子!

浸信會神學院 - 這地方是我倆行婚禮的地方﹐如今又是陳生行畢業禮的地方﹐都見證著兩個非常重要的階段﹐沒想到還有第3個重要經歷在這裡發生。

In the middle of the ceremony, I felt sick.

結果畢業禮還未結束﹐我還未有機會和陳生打個招呼﹑拍張合照﹐已被送到威院急症室去。

當急症室醫生說﹕「胚胎心跳停頓了!」的一刻﹐我的心跳仿彿也停了...

現在回想在7E病房渡過的日子﹐仿如造夢! 那3天3夜﹐有了多方好友的支持和代禱﹐令我沒有一刻感覺孤單。I saw YOU from the love of these people. 經歷了上帝豐富的恩典。

在陳生畢業的日子miscarriage的確好特別﹐他說我們像把以撒獻了給神為祭。無論如何﹐仍然堅信上帝會為我們預備最好!!

And like what keeley婆婆 says, 祂今天給我們的經歷﹐將來要成為別人的祝福! 我都相信係架!! So glad to be home. I need some rest.

一生縱多艱辛 主拖帶我渡過絕處 仍然未放手 將我心都安穩於手裡。。。

從來沒平安能像主所賜 能在我心深處 像那江水滿溢全沒竭止。。。

(i've been humming this song in my head, before I was pushed into the operation room)

beloved.

就是狠狠地被愛護著﹐才能實實地撐得住!

看見天漸漸亮起來﹐新的一天要來臨了!
we're beloved.