Saturday, October 30, 2010

不變之味

現在仍然有「同學」畢業,感覺好特別!

當青春單純氣息都給歲月吹走的時候,
殘留在我們裡面的,竟是楓葉國特產的人情美味~


我們是迷失的一群,未懂事就隨著家人移民,接受一套港人不明白的文化洗腦,回流又與港式生活文化硬碰。常問...加是家還是港是家?歸「根」究底,我們是什麼人?

身邊不明白我們「不明白」的人很多,慶幸友不變,味常在。

Friday, October 29, 2010

真笑

I didn't know NIKE opens restaurants.

「Bigpack 將傳統歐洲山區菜式引入香港,按照分佈於歐洲各大小山脈的餐廳作設計藍本,是一個能令顧客有如置身外地、放鬆心情及與家人好友分享佳餚的地方。」-這是他們的網上簡介。


第一次來惠顧,不是要替它賣廣告,如網上所言,這裏真的很外地、很outdoor,還以為自己還在加中 :) 旺角竟然有這樣的地方?!

全晚假笑的外籍侍應提醒我,工作愉快不愉快,騙不了人的!笑都要強裝,太辛苦了!

「李」的非主流名句,雖然我未必用得著,但已足夠令人釋懷。謝謝Lee今晚的破例~

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Who Am I?

I'm speechlessly thankful and thankfully speechless.
Thank YOU for sending me precious friend like angel :)
《Who Am I》
by Casting Crowns
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am, But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done, But because of who you are.
...

Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

回來進行中

Yesterday was my first day back to work :D

Working from 9:30am to 11:30pm~ umm... that helps me getting rid of my "Canadian Paces".


I guess daisy isn't TOTALLY back yet...(i was drowsy at the moment of taking this pic) But she's making a "good progress". Especially while serving with this awesome group of people.


Thanks so much for all those 'welcome back' messages.
Sweeten my heart *v*

Written by a 90 year old

Read along.

It's written by Regina Brett, 90 years old, of the Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio .

"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words 'In five years, will this matter?'
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come...
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift."


thanks for passing it over.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Ev'rytime We Say Goodbye

"Everytime we say goodbye I die a little
Every time we say goodbye I wonder why a little..."
It's so hard saying goodbye
I miss them already

got stuck in Korea now :(

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Fall. In Love.

Fall - It is a season of Love


When I fall down, You pick me up.
Thank You for Your love.

Monday, October 18, 2010

候...雨後

「為了回來」旅程已經過了一大半。尋找自己回去的同時, 更希望尋得見上帝。

在地球另一面生活很吵, 四處到是人的說話, 連死的過路燈都叫不停。天真認為已經習慣那種環境那種生活, 原來只是矇著自己一直走。最後走到迷茫, 走到迷惑, 走到迷路... 不能停下的時候其實最可怕。原來人可以把自己包裝得很漂亮, 但即使我有騙人的力氣, 我也不要對自己說謊的勇氣。

一星期前她在機場
問: 若果回來時一切都沒改變我會怎樣? 我想, 我大概不會笨到相信回來後一切會變得很好吧! 我沒有在逃避甚麼, 因為這地上根本沒有可以逃避一世的事。給自己個心兩星期的休假, 不算貪心吧?! 我真的希望強壯過來的心, 能再帶我走更遠的路。這樣說來似乎有點誇張, 但我告訴你, 我寫出來的, 還不夠裡面情況危殆。

在加的一個星期, 我沒有為自己特意安排行程, 沒有特別跟特定的人見面, 「計劃行程」的工作做太多了吧! 在溫市比在港靜, 但總逃不了唐家大宅的熱鬧情景, 直至來到卡城, 竟然遇見陳恩明!!!

今天, 兩位屋主一早出門上班後, 我真真實實地一個人聽著自己的呼吸聲。喜歡卡城, 因為這裡沒有太多回憶, 我可以從頭到腳徹徹底底坦坦白白地面對「現在」的自己。

天文一百分的好友曾經向我解釋彩虹的形成, 我只記得結論 - "there's always rainbow, whether we see it or not!" 雖然還是不明白水和雲/雨和陽光的關係, 但是, 我估今天我慢慢看得見那看不見的彩虹。這段日子, 若不是上帝派來天使, 我可能仍在空著心靈, 拼著命, 那會在 starbucks 拿著一杯 salted caramel hot chocolate 看風景。

朋友們別羨慕, 這個旅程用了一萬噸淚水換來, 如果可以, 我真不希望需要「下次」沉重的旅程。終於, 我慢慢停了下來, 尋回當天能獨處得不孤寂的感動。

剛回加的時候, 上帝要我 fix my problems, before I realize my potentials. 昨天祂叫陳恩明問我: 「我當作甚麼?」 要我再一次 delicate my life to God, not only in serving but living in His way. 「 尋找就尋見」不單是在聖經給人highlight 的金句, 它是 highlight 我生命的證據。大概沒有一件難事攔到住在我裡面的那位吧!

不要屈服那些「命定」的說法, 幸福一直都在! 如果有天我變得聰明, 失去衝勁, 不再衝動時, 請你提醒! 那不是原來 Daisy 的本性!! 笑要真, 哭要真, 愛要真, 長氣都要真!

彩虹的虹也要加油! 雨前雨後彩虹都在, 祂 ... 一直都在。

Sunday, October 17, 2010

My Cowgary Stay - BBG

【B】 - Bloody 【B】 - Buddy 【G】 - 姿


許多年前 經驗讓姿姿確認
一般跟她混熟得很快的人
都似下了咒語 友誼不長久

當天我不相信 今天已可證實
只要堅持 沒有命定

Thursday, October 14, 2010

He speaks

A book says,
"God is not interested in your "spiritual life."
God is just interested in your life.
He intends to redeem it."

A friend says,
"Never ever lose faith in Him!
...HE's always there."


:) We are all worms. But I do believe that I can be a glowworm.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

離開是為了回來

今天 10年10月10日
明早10時機場 check in

其實一個人走不是第一次 不算得甚麼特別
但這次離港 卻令我深深知道自己身在愛中很被愛


多得您們的付出祝福
多得天父的容許預備

我不知道這條路會走多遠
該做甚麼來報答您們的愛
仍然會笑 更加會信

我一定會痛痛快快地享受這個得來不易的假期
回來時所發的光必更亮

離開」一定是為了「回來
一定

Saturday, October 09, 2010

靈友 隊友 戰友

靈友
保羅說:「他是我的兄弟」

能夠開放自己 密切地溝通不容易

隊友
「與我一同作工

能夠互相支持 無力走時互補不足

戰友
「一同當兵」

能夠一起奮鬥 同心合力抵禦攻擊

我們要成為天父喜悅和使用的事奉團隊
加油

Friday, October 08, 2010

我要看得見

爸爸和她都走了
跟從前一樣 像8號台風 來去匆匆

雖然見面時間很短 交流也很平面
謝謝您們仍然 "enjoy being with us"

昨天一整天 走遍粉嶺天水圍屯門等地區
視察了大部份之後兩個月要出隊場地

回程時 太累 沿途風光明媚都看不見

下次
下次 我不會錯過

生日快樂 十年後的今天
我仍然說:要一生依靠祢
祢是全能的

Thursday, October 07, 2010

十歲

Preface -
How do I grow? What does a spiritually mature person even look like? Why does it seem so hard, and go so slowly? Will I ever really be any different?

希望我能夠找到答案
衷心多謝你
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
剛剛記起
明天 十月八日
原來已經受浸第十年

多謝祢
即使我再任性再倔強
十年來
仍然對我不離不棄讓我飛

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

愛伴我高飛

- music & lyrics by 陳奕楷 (unpublished)


「頸硬心軟」- 形容得十分 accurate
行前一步又如退讓一步 互相鞭策 的確痛快
I won't give up I won't give up I won't give up


『乘坐袮恩惠可高飛 迎風翱翔一生不畏懼 勇敢拍翼不言累
陪著我越過幽谷荒野 哪管路斜 能深感到袮的恩典滿瀉
攜帶袮福氣再高飛 能得袮陪我今可闊步 美好豁達的前路...』

Monday, October 04, 2010

地父

「爸爸」 
有50%的可能是我第一個開口說出來的單字
爸爸上週到港 原定屈居我家十天
結果 他跟咪咪今晚才搬過來

小時候
常常聽到爸爸的訓話 很少接收關心的情話

現在
已經很少聽到爸爸訓話 雖然情話仍然不多
不過 他關心的行動 就時時可見

小時候
我渴望能擁有一個 我能夠引以為榮的爸爸

現在
我希望可以 成為一個爸爸引以為榮的女兒

我快樂

一個 long weekend
(↓中國人連 "Happy Birthday" 都要倒/到)
兩個婚禮 一個壽宴
兩次外展 一次兒詩
兩個坦誠 一個禱告

我的量詞有限
上帝的愛無限

你快樂 所以我快樂
你不快樂 我希望你快樂/我陪你走過不快樂
友 是這樣吧

雖然很晚 都要記錄
不想三秒後忘掉

(原來十.一有三個可愛的人生日)

Saturday, October 02, 2010

One Sweet Day

從來任何心情
都只有一個表情的木衲朋友

他 今天笑了
還笑得很好看 :)

真的替他高興
祝婚姻快樂 白頭到老

......

從前
做什麼事都三分鐘熱度的他

一頓快午飯
發出六次「不准放棄」警告

兩個他到改變了