Renew

God created me
God saw all that He had made, and it was very good. Genesis 1:31 NIV

God knows my heart
The Lord looks at the heart.
I Samuel 16:7

God delights in me
For the Lord takes delight in His people.
Psalm 149:4

God cares for me
He cares for those who trust in Him.
Nahum 1:7

Thank YOU for this wonderful trip YOU've planned for me! "REALITY", I'm coming back for you!! Ha!

My Childhood Buddies

I met them in 1992. We were 5, 7, 10 and 12.

18 years ago, I landed here in Canada. For some reason, me and my brother can't get into school right away. So, Auntie Annie's three little girls became our "only local friends" and "first native friends" here.

Can you believe it?! We still remember each other's birth month today. =) I'm really glad to meet you girls again. Thanks for the homemade Starbucks too!! That was super~

That's LIFE

回加這個多星期，不算太多特別約會，亦沒有特意四處觀光遊覽。一有機會就留在家休息、跟表弟妹玩耍，最常去的地方只是 Superstore & Costco （購買手信）。

這幾天駕著車子走在馬路上的時候，感覺自己真的在生活著！在香港工作這六年，被四周的氣氛和文化壓得喘不過氣，由「厭惡」到「麻木」，甚至「迷失」然後感到被「同化」。

這短短幾天在加的生活，讓我再嘗久違了的「生活」。

如果人與人之間可以少一點猜疑、少一點嫉妒、少一點計算，「生活」應該會過得輕鬆點！

P.S. 一check公司email就出事，仲多手reply 埋。搞到尋晚成晚發既夢都係公事～ It seems that my 假期要提早完結！

恩師

薪火相傳 - 我們都希望做得到。

謝謝兩位影響我一生的好導師！
YVR time - 01:11

我們這一家

昨晚半夜收到約團K.C.妹妹的 message, "...Keep spreading your testimony and the work He is doing in your life, I'm sure many are blessed, and more will be. At least, I am..."
That was sure encouraging! And it's truly incredible how God would use every little story of us to build up His kingdom and His people!
Met "Jack" just crossed the U.S. border. (above) We left Seattle Exit 202 before the sunset. (below)
陽光再遙遠，都落在我們身上。
YVR time - 01:03

在地球另一邊的約定

半年前計劃回加時，相約身在美國的家禧到溫市共聚。(知道機會不大, just give it a try.)

五年前跟機構到北美巡迴時認識家禧。這五年間，只有兩次在港見面的機會，但卻 develop 了莫名其妙的親切感。This kid is sure passionate in Christ!!

謝謝你為我們專程從 Chicago 飛來兩天~ *感動* What can we say having a brother like you! Thank God for sending us angel here and there all the time~

YVR time - 00:09

加家人

我們在不同的時候移居到加國，卻在差不多的時候相遇在慕迪港頌恩堂。

與其說這班「哥哥姐姐」伴我成長，倒不如說他們見證著我生命的轉變。這晚在 WuJo 家聚首一堂，看著大家的面孔，勾起許多從前深刻的片段，每一位對我都有不同程度的 impact。

不得不再三重覆著那句話：「回加感覺很回家！」不管外面的風雨多大，在家裡仍然感到安心。

鳴謝 blogspot for keeping us close. 這裡不但讓我可以透透氣，還讓我感到大家離我不遠！

沒有下一次再聚的 schedule, 但還是十分期待！

YVR time - 02:16 (I'm sleepy)

My 1st Snowboarding

It was a fun day at Whistler!! But my arms and legs are falling off now.
Pictures say it all!~

Vancouver time - 00:12

十年情@今天的我

I cannot imagine what I did tonight was 真實的。The 多愁善感 side of me became very strong when 約書亞團的團歌響起：「當堅定勇敢不再恐懼...」Those were the days~~~對於十年前有份為約書亞團剪綵的我來說，今晚有機會回來十年後的約團作分享嘉賓，實在難以用筆墨來形容的感動。

看到這班年輕人，想起我一生經歷最深的階段，和那些難忘的片段，幾乎都在這裡發生。I thought I was gotta say something encouraging, but end up 被激勵的又是自己。It happens to me all the time. =)
I still not understand why God use me. But I'll not give up serving if He let me.

Thank God for giving me such chance.

Thanks for the trust, Mr. & Mrs. Wu.

Thank (!) for the Ab. Right on time!

Family, thanks for being supportive!

YVR time - 00:48

P.S. 陳生 keeps saying,"你返到黎溫哥華好生猛！"

Vancouver - Bernice

Me, "Bernice, can u do me a favor?" Bernice, "Ya!"
Me, "I'm too tired & lazy to type after a 12 hrs flight. Could you help me?" Bernice, "Sure!"

Hi Everybody,

My name is Bernice Si, i am Daisy's little cousin from Vancouver,BC,Canada!!!

I do not know how to type this in chinese so sorry about that...but i am here to talk about Daisy and my relationship even though we live away from each other...make that the other side of the world really!!!

I love Daisy and she loves me, we totally get each other, example: i talk so so much(really i do u can't imagine) and she likes to listen(then maybe fall asleep...hehe)!!! When she is on the other side of the world, i know she is working hard and so am i...NOT...oh right i forgot to tell u that i am in Grade 7 and born in Vancouer, BC, Canada, November 21/1997.

I have the BEST FAMILY AND FRIENDS EVER!!! Anyways, Daisy told me to write something on this blog website...NOTIFY: I WRITE THE MOST RANDOM-EST THINGS EVER!!! i guess i won't really be talking about Daisy and ME and our relationship...haha, but my life is quite awesome, it's hard and scary almost going to high school and waking up in the morning...i hate that!!! But it is life, so whatever!!!

My favourite thing ever is to do nothing except listen to music all day long!!! I wish that could be EVERYDAY...LOL XD well i guess that's all i have to get back to my homework so good luck to you all that i do not know!!!

BYE-BYE:D

Bernice Si aka:( i have lots of other names so why bother)

BYE again...

PS don't know if i willl blog again so byebye for good?!?!

PPS i am Daisy's COUSIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PPPS BYE-BYE AGAIN AGAIN!!!!! hehe:P

Thanks Bernice!! That was impressive~ I love you!
I feel more than welcome each time I come here.

YVR Time - 00:41
Outside Temperature - 8 degree

Blah Blah Blah

What am I doing now?! Why blogging not packing?! ^^"

My first lesson of the new course went so well tonight. Learn a lot from each of Rev. Tam's classes. Sorry I have to skip the next class.

臨離港前的晚餐(宵夜)還去吃 Hong Kong style Jap food. I must be crazy!! Blah Blah Blah~ 這次又忘掉時間了! Tks for everything, man!

現在的室外氣溫﹕攝氏23度

To Buy List

In case I forgot, let's list out...
Supplements:
- sth gd for bone density problem for 婆婆 & 奶奶
- Caltrate Plus & Glucosamine for Daywick 媽
- Omega 3 for Y.K. 媽
- Coldfex for 哥哥 & 阿嫂
- 維他命 C for ourselves

Junk food:
- Maple leaf cookies for Ani
- SUNchips for En
- 開心果?! for 靈靈
- Purple Icebreaker X 3 for Daywick (very specific, man!)

Extraordinary:
- 楓葉?! for manday
- lip gloss for 表妹's b/f

... that's about it.

偏向虎山行之針山(下)

週三晚便要回加去﹐臨行前的工作亦變得特別繁重﹐頻頻撲撲地過了一天。許多事情未能如我所願﹐不竟參加了遊戲﹐就要接受遊戲的規則﹐像林峯拿亞太一樣R頭 O_o" 仍然相信祂有最好的時間﹐最好的預備!

話說回來﹐又想起前晚上針山山頂時的情景。

當晚起步的時候﹐我們一行七人勇猛非常﹐直衝向目的地。快步向山走了近二十多分鐘後﹐我們便分裂成兩小隊﹐第二小隊由我帶領一起墮後。

由於起步急﹐我氣喘得以為自己快要死掉﹐唯有重新調整步伐才能繼續向上。可是走了接近一個小時﹐山路越來越難行﹐由45度的斜度變成70度甚至80度(i guess)。連緊隨我後面的BonBon﹐都頂不住我的龜速﹐在抵達山頂前的一段路爬過了我。

當我沈著氣﹐邊行邊想著這山路像人生路之時﹐關宗叔叔竟然一語道破了我的心聲﹕「行山有時好似人生啊呵~ 有時平坦﹐有時難行﹐間中還會遇到冷風﹐行下行下仲好似得返自己。不過﹐上到山頂你就知值得架喇! 唔好放棄呀~」

走到山頂俯瞰著香港的夜景...的確﹐這艱辛的路程是值得的! 調整步伐﹐繼續向前!

偏向虎山行之針山(上)

昨晚挑戰了自己的極限﹐靠著自己的一雙腳﹐一步一步走上針山的山頂。

對於沒有行山經驗﹐加上平日零運動量的我來說﹐一天內 hiking for over 7 hours 而沒有暈倒﹐的確有點匪夷所思。

日行那段親子路﹐跟杜思和珍珍結伴同行﹐即使途上曾被過百隻馬騮圍﹐也不甚驚恐。大部份時間我們都走在大隊的最前頭﹐這次邊走邊說﹐還比上一次試行走得更輕鬆。

「夜間窄路行」的統籌人﹐一直都擔心我這個平日走平路都會暈倒的女子﹐會走不完晚間崎嶇陡峭的山路。除了再三叮囑我夜行路途危險外﹐還借我行山棒一支﹐及重複講解走上山時要留意的事項。

對於重來未試過走上山頂的我來說﹐實在想像不到途中會有多艱難險阻﹐只是單單的相信「沒有走不完的路」﹐心中掛著一個勇字便隨隊出發。又或者﹐「經驗」有時也會成為我們前行的「絆腳石」。讓人變得軟弱、變得猶豫、變得害怕。

夜行點滴...下回分解!

可是我 相信愛 我信異想總有日會天開
可是我 我相信愛 就算一切像獨白
忍耐種種不能忍耐 不懷疑該不該
因為我信 所以你會 存在

《給你 - 陳奕迅》

Speechless

攝影師說這背景像「原宿」﹐或許是因為我未去過日本﹐實在要花許多想像力。但其實「地點」對我倆來說﹐從來都不是「重點」。

Since 1996 (Tks for your reminder, Krish), 不管我們的性格有多不同、外形有多不合襯、相聚的時間有多「少」﹐那份微妙的關係總是 connected. 盡在不言中!

有試過即日來回上海嗎﹖
今天讓我深深體會「你們雖然不好﹐尚且知道拿好東西給兒女...」這話的意思。=P 讓爸爸白飛一趟實在很抱歉﹐但真的很感動很感動!!

I'm speechless.

回流人

三年無返黎香港的 Joey 咳住咁問﹕「香港D人點o頭氣既呢﹖」

唔記得幾時開始﹐自己就溶左入香港人既文化﹐連呼吸緊果 D 污濁既空氣都慣埋! Joey 唔問都醒唔起溫哥華既空氣有幾好。係呢~ 查實香港人點解可以o係一個空氣質數咁差既環境生存得咁愉快既呢﹖! 超勁!

離開溫市太久﹐群住香港人太多﹐連比較兩地文化、環境既能力都下降左唔少﹐同化了~ 不過一有「加友」返港旅行﹐話題都惹起我地「回流人」好多共鳴~ 今晚特別鍾意幾位既 business「大人 talk」﹐雖然令我覺得自己好白痴﹐不過真係增廣不少見聞囉! 好在我都有「聰明巴士」回饋大家! 哈哈~ 唔識哩~

想當年我哋見證住溫哥華成功爭取舉辦 2010 冬季奧運果陣﹐仲覺得遙不可及﹐乜原來下個月就係架o拿?! 嘩!

Inside a teenager's mind

經常見到 Boris (my teenage cousin) posts 出來的 notes. 想回來，自己讀 high school 的時候，also spent a lot of time on these kind of surveys、心理測驗等。Teenagers 總是 curious about "who I am". 同時亦希望朋友了解自己多一點。當然，心理測試結果的準成度，多是由自己決定！^^

在 facebook 發現 Boris 今天 post 的 survey (濃縮版below)，個 title 吸引我走進去望一望，named “nobody's listening , to the words i'm saying”. 15 x 2 的我 found this survey interesting and 了解 15 的他多了一點點。I hope 他知道 at least I'm listening to what he's saying.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Do you have a little sister? What's her name?
unfortunately i have 2 ... annoying #1 , annoying #2

Don't you hate it when skinny girls call themselves fat?
haha they're just paranoid

When your photo is taken for your driver's license, why do they tell you to smile?
they do? a happy driver is a safe driver haha <- LOL keepin this one .

Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else?
lol yezir .

Who's your best friend? How long have you known each other?
i really don't know ;S ... i kinda just messed everything up , with people that matter to me the most ...aiya .

Who did you have a meaningful conversation with last? When?
haven't had one of those in a long time ...

Do you love the last person you kissed?
not anymore .

Was 2009 a good year?
i don't think a simple yes or no can tell the whole story ..

Do you think 2010 will top 2009?
please do ?

What's your new years resolution?
be a better person in general ..~

多少

喜歡蔡健雅's demo version 多一點. 謝謝「李」的推介!

多少- 陳奕迅《上五樓的快活》
作曲:蔡健雅 填詞:蔡健雅
我用盡所有方式 找個人給我安慰
渡過寂寞的黑夜
我問守護的天使 也許她能夠體會
這無助讓我好累
走到無路可退 我還能相信誰

#用多少天
用多少年的跌跌撞撞才找到終點 用多少傷痛的心愛才不離開身邊
用多少謊言去掩飾彼此的不完美 要用多少個世紀讓我看透一切#

我走在這個城市 熟悉又陌生的臉 有誰能給我安慰 我問守護的天使
也許她能夠體會 這無助讓我好累 走到無路可退 我還能相信誰
#
我沒有任何防備 沒方向到處地追 沒翅膀卻好想飛
我努力順風跟隨 黑或白找不到個絕對 全都是灰
#
要用多少個世紀讓我看透一切

The big world in his little eyes

今個早晨﹐由陳生分享的信息開始。「辨明主心意」- 這個題目很有趣﹐謝謝你在講台上的提醒!

在香港仔"差"電後﹐下午趕到太子去。這是小天使 + 家長 party 的大日子~ 聽到家長分享的見證﹐以為自己去了 ACM 兒童詩班直銷會 ^^" 雖然hard sell點﹐還是被觸動了! 小朋友的事奉影響爸爸信主﹐這是蒙恩的服侍~

然後然後﹐突然收到風爸爸的來電﹐他又掠過香港! 只好要好友讓路﹐抱歉萬分!!
這晚不但在元朗 meet up with Dad, 還跟快五歲的 Stanley 小表弟瘋狂地玩了一個晚上~ He can't stop!
The pictures above are Stanley 的傑作! 「我影燈! 我影你! 我影 lemon!」
題目: "In the Eyes of a 5-year-old guy." 他看到的和我們的不一樣﹐沒有特別的鏡頭﹑沒有刻意的角度﹐世界在他眼中就這麼簡單。

港九新界一天遊之後﹐還有力氣上來 blogging!

神愛西邨

聽聞「西邨」已久﹐陳生早在第一年實習已到該地方做青少年工作。而我﹐今天才知道「西邨」是位於鴨利洲的屋苑﹐並不是我想像中的「區域」。大概是「數碼港」和「吐露港」那類 silly thinking 吧~
今天也是我首次以便以利會一份子的身份﹐幫手在一年一度的 Fun Fun 佈道會中﹐跟陳生合作又唱又帶。沒有背著機構同工名義的事奉﹐感覺似乎輕鬆一點^^" 聚會後還得到奶奶的稱讚﹐實在令我尷尬得面紅起來!!

漸漸跟教會的少男少女熟起來﹐發現他們真的很可愛、傻氣十足!! 為甚麼每個都懂彈奏學器﹖! 勁! 還是最喜歡大家都叫我姐姐﹐而不是陳太~ 跟陳生的 level 不同... 呵呵! Hope that I could spend more time with you guys in the near future~

你是我的眼

一出戶外﹐我便精神百倍! 那怕走上寒山去~
今天我們走到城門水塘去﹐site visit for 下週的步行籌款。在港 hiking 的機會不多﹐覺得香港 hiking 的風景不及溫市。今天沒有陽光﹐走到尾段的時候還下起大雨﹐但眼前卻出現許多淒美的圖畫。

我的眼有時瞎了看不透﹐我的耳偶然聾了聽不見﹔求你成為我的眼﹐看到世間美好事﹔成為我的耳﹐聽懂世間真摯心。

「因為你是我的眼　讓我看見這世界就在我眼前」- 蕭煌奇 (謝謝你! mr. S.L.)

爸爸像風

小時候﹐覺得爸爸像山。高高在上﹐高不可攀。

早幾個月﹐爸爸從加國飛過來工幹﹐忙碌著穿梭中港兩地﹐差不多兩個星期。結果﹐沒有跟他女兒見過一面﹐便飛返加國去。今早爸爸又匆匆來港﹐今回幸得他把柄(重要信件)在手﹐終於有機會和我 meet up, 還得吃一個快午飯。

今回﹐爸爸逗留的時間﹐只有四個多小時。

今天﹐覺得爸爸像風。來無影﹐去無縱。

不散之宴席?

參加婚宴總會遇上一些舊友﹐今晚在杜小姐的婚宴上與展大俠相逢。看著舊人的臉﹐想起剛剛入機構事奉是的境況。這晚也算經典﹐我和陳生分道揚鑣﹐各自到不同的地方參加婚宴﹐相同點是這兩個婚宴﹐都分別跟機構扯上一點關係。

散席後﹐我們在地鐵站再遇。「天下無不散之宴席」- 陳生回家時有感而發﹔這也是我離開慕頌時﹐指揮先生說的一句話。這話說起來似乎很輕易~

陳生﹕「喜歡向後望﹐大概是因為無法向前看。」他那份新年禮物也認真矛盾。天下無不散之宴席﹐前面還有很多會散的宴席在等著﹐要走的路還真漫長。新一年﹐忘記背後﹐努力面前﹐向著標杆直跑啦!!

何時開始﹐每次跟小妹妹一起走往車站時﹐也會談起心事來﹖單純真是美好~

Happy 2010

A Blessing for the New Year!

Lord, as a New Year begins, we come to You and ask for Your blessing.

We pray that You would give us JOY to fill our days,
And PEACE to fill our hearts and LOVE to fill our lives.


Happy moments last forever. Thank You for the plans You have for us in the New Year.