咖啡的味道

When I was a teenager, I hated coffee. Why treat yourself with something bitter?! And I stay up the whole night if I take a small cup during the day...anytime of the day. 

Drinking coffe is a kind a 自虐 attitude I thought.

幾年前，因為常常捱天光（是自己弄成的），我由原全不踫咖啡變成咖啡狂熱。

第一次來尖沙咀海旁這間有露天天台的星巴克都只是叫了一杯熱豆奶。後來，不管是港式、台式、越式、西式。。。我都叫一杯咖啡來嘗。

咖啡不再只有苦，它有時酸、有時澀、有時香、有時濃、有時。。。甜。不是不同餐廳不同味，好一陣子，那裡的咖啡都是淡。

今天酷熱天氣警告，我汗流浹背地在露天天台吹著暖風喝的星冰樂咖啡是酸的。

它今天帶不到我回去甜，不過我總相信，有一天，那裡的咖啡都是甜。

Dream On with Love

今天 facebook news feed
不是子女獻愛
就是展示小孩獻愛給自己
總之就要show off愛

有多少母親會到facebook接收這些愛我不知道

生及後母都有facebook
就算她倆不在facebook
大概我也不會選擇那地方show off

又或者
獻愛給母親不一定要大聲公告
靜靜地在西貢小店分享日事也不錯


親人的關係很微妙
有血緣的可以很遙遠很陌生
沒有血緣也可以很貼近很溫暖

兩年的時間其實很短
但對他來說
就很漫長很空洞很難挨

或者
他認為浪費
他以為失去
他感到後悔
我倒相信這兩年一定讓他一生受用

回到校園要特別享受
尤其當你經歷過社會的殘酷和現實

親愛的小表弟
今天我仍然是那句：DREAM ON。SUPPORT YOU。

遲到的真實原因

原來我把那暫准的命令拖延一年多

明明事情都已拖延好幾個年頭

最後

我又拖一年以愛理不理來處決

因為不急不趕還是什麼

今天天氣好又例假

就的起心肝給它寫句點

決心回來了吧

遲到就要給一個清晰明確的原因

要多填一張紙多宣一個誓

我該填個「懶」字

完整句子？！

我都已經零零碎碎怎給你一句完整

這事情實在很磨人

忍不住我發問：是最後的程序了嗎？

工作人員的面孔和一年兩年前的一樣

能耐強得我五體頭地

留多一分鐘都不願

希望

我以後不用再走來這鬼地方

以後都不要

Back on my feet

It's been a rough day.


終於
我把愛我請留言全吞下

演員演技不算好
可是編劇很強
感染力驚人

邊看劇裡面的甜我心裡面的澀就擁

或是似曾相識
或是盼望結局相同

生病兩星期
發熱發冷咳嗽耳發炎暈眩
改學生的期忘記學生的課
想幫幫不來

感覺差負能量就飆升

If today is a bad day,
Tomorrow must be a better day.

Hi Dear

One day, I deleted all uploaded photos (all 9 years) from this blog by pressing the wrong button. 
Boom! All gone, in one second. 

I seems to have a habit doing it from time to time. Deleting things, deleting people, deleting memories… And the worst thing is, I always forgot what I deleted.

Oh hi theysee-me-not!! Long time no post. 

I kinda miss the time I spend all days and nights typing and recalling the sweetness and bitterness in my life. Although I shut things down I shut people down, I wouldn't shut this blog down. Photos are gone, words are here. When I re-read each of my posts, pictures fly back. Right in front of my eyes.

I'm missing the intimacy here.

Last year, one dight posts each month. I thought maybe I was too busy, maybe I was too happy, maybe I was too occupied. But now, I know I just chose not to remember and not to think.

Growing up is the process to death. It won't end until the day you go to heaven. That's sounds horrible however true. You learn no matter you want it or not. Why adults want kids to learn that many things?? I told my students not to grow up so quick. Enjoy their world of simplicity. Enjoy each and every moments of no meaning. 

I miss my no meaning days.