Tuesday, May 31, 2005

大日子

第一次到訪浸信會神學院,四週環境有種與世無爭既感覺,實在係靜得好緊要。由屋企出發,差不多用o左個半鐘先到達。等候Ivan入去面試期間,原本諗住o 係cafe坐下,點知剛剛過o左lunch hour,成個cafe空無一人,o的員工又進行緊清潔,令我覺得自己好阻"釘",最後行去到圖書館,原本呢個library係唔俾非學生入架,幸而我係 第一次,結果就當我遊客o黎批准我參觀啦!如果唔係我都唔知瓢去邊。以前無想像過神學院既圖書館會收藏咩書多, 大概都係學術性既宗教書啦! 但係由入門口開始數, 發現竟然有超過四行既心理學書籍,另外輔導既書都唔少,除手拎o左一本叫"Play Therapy"既小書仔o黎睇,一睇就令我愛不釋手!最後我竟然可以o係Ivan interview完之前消化o左呢本小書籍, 哈哈!真係好耐無睇完過一本書~ 書入面有一句令我頗深刻既話:「根是生入地裏的枝,枝是生在空中的根」意思係宇宙既風貌係點,depend on 我地既內心世界!呢個都係我今日既意外收穫。Ivan既interview經已順利完成,結果將於一兩日內揭曉,今日好感受到佢對結果既擔心,求上帝俾佢用順服既心面對!

Monday, May 30, 2005

"芝"客

Ivan 今日遵守佢o係Chicago既承諾,作一個o係tour認識既Chicago詩班員既Singing Tutor,我都係第一次目到佢咁認真地教人~ 見到佢地咁認真,我都唔敢亂講野,就連幫手彈琴兼借間屋俾我地玩既Ezra,都顯得非常 professional!~ 相信嘉禧呢位過客,都一定感受到大家對佢既誠意o者!! 不過嘉禧既誠意都唔少,企左幾個鐘,一點怨言都無^^
今晚有機會親臨將軍澳電視城參加到掌門人都要多謝嘉禧,雖然節目有點無聊,但都不失一個幾特別既經驗黎既! 希望佢返到Chicago繼續努力讀書努力事奉啦~

Sunday, May 29, 2005

ISO 信徒

總 係覺得人一定要有經歷先會成長, 但係要我再去解釋我又唔係好識... 今日主日講到我地若要做到ISO(優質)既信徒, 必需通過多種考驗同測試! 我諗呢o的就正係我一直相信既野~ 當然, 要捱過每次既考驗都唔容易啦~! 本人最怕考試... 亦因為怕, 所以一搬o黎講, 都會選擇逃避, 結果咪讀唔成書囉~! (後生仔女真係唔好學呀!!) 實在錯失好多成長既機會, 好感慨添~ 哈哈!! 年紀真係大o左喇~

"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus" (1Thessalonians 5:16-18)

給好友的禱告

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Tolerant or Permissive

夜 晚去o左間位於荔枝 角既恩福堂, 參加一個研討會 ─「正視性傾向歧視條例帶來逆向歧視」。令我諗返無幾耐之前o係溫哥華面對既同一個issue. 估唔到咁快就o係香港face返同一個issue. 以前主要都係從教會(宗教)角度去睇去聽, 今晚就比較全面, 唔單只由宗教信仰角度, 仲加埋法律同倫理。聽左成晚, 我自己特別認同寬容非縱容既concept. 相信呢個concept唔單只可以用o係呢個case上面, 面對好多唔同既人同埋事, 如果無底線, 咩都欣然接受既話, 實在唔敢想像呢個會係一個點樣既社會. 可能好似小朋友永遠都唔明白, 爸爸媽媽點解咁多「不准」一樣啦!
我唔「縱」唔等於我唔愛~

"相信定有法律, 係因為人既軟弱! 人總有錯架~ 所以更加要審慎咁面對..."

Friday, May 27, 2005

生命色彩

睇到羅生羅太8磅既 new born女兒照片, 感覺好甜! 小小既生命就係咁樣o黎到呢個世界, 開始佢unique既一生! 有人成長過程平坦, 有人每日面對艱難, 但係大家都活到"現在"! 每日都會遇上好多唔同既面孔, 陌路人背後既故事究竟又係點呢?! 生命實在好奇妙~ 祝Naomi Law健康成長, 生命充滿色彩!

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

New Compu

Wooho~ finally I gotta replace my old computer w/ my brother's. Seems like I have no feeling with the old one... Anyways, my next step would be finding another Chinese typing program for installation! Now, back to the old days...couldn't write without Canton pingyin~ SIGH* shame on me~
Just got my hundred sth pics of the trip back from the photo shop today. Scanning thur the pics reminds me of those happy moments and stories behind them. Sometimes those are sources of energy for me to move on.
Met a new frd @ APM tonite, actually she's a frd of my buddy in Van. It's kinda weird meeting a stranger for dinner, I've struggled for awhile before I go tonite...haha~ Surprisingly, it turns out to be a smooth and nice nite...kekeke...at least there weren't much dead air. I guess I should thank GG for helping me making new frd then~

::Great News:: Congratulations to Keeley & X-man for their new born daughter Naomi!!

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Back to Earth

返港一星期喇!! (好耐無機會打中文~) 比起過去三個星期scheduled既北美tour生活, 呢個禮拜實在係好無規律兼有點頹~ 哈哈! 不過都不失為一個休息既好時機~

跟ACMtour既三個星期入面, 不論工作、休息食飯觀 光等等...都有schedule跟, 縱使有o的突如其來既事發生, 一切安排都彷彿發生得好理所當然。習慣o左別人安排好每日既行程, 今個禮拜反而唔係好慣孤軍作戰, 仲有點lost添~ 叫自己快o的適應呢種生活, 又好似有點問題!? Upload相片都唔upload到咁多日架?! 都係積極一o的尋找新工作吧!

記 得o係tour個時, 如果遇著同自己性格及意見分歧既人, 我會默然不語...心諗:「最多忍盡都係三個禮拜o者!」遇o岩好傾投契既又會好唔捨得, 總覺得三個星期真係太短, 好似相逢恨晚咁款! 不管斷關係是好是壞, 總係比長期既committment來得輕鬆! 返o黎面對返呢o的需要committment既關係,單靠自己意志同耐力實在唔夠撐! 突然好想多謝tour入面既teammate, 縱使我經常默不作聲
(嘻嘻~),但係我都真係好感激大家既支持同鼓勵! I thank God for each of you^ 我會努力架喇!!