Monday, April 28, 2014

遲到的真實原因


原來我把那暫准的命令拖延一年多
明明事情都已拖延好幾個年頭
最後
我又拖一年以愛理不理來處決

因為不急不趕還是什麼

今天天氣好又例假
就的起心肝給它寫句點
決心回來了吧

遲到就要給一個清晰明確的原因
要多填一張紙多宣一個誓
我該填個「懶」字

完整句子?!
我都已經零零碎碎怎給你一句完整
這事情實在很磨人

忍不住我發問:是最後的程序了嗎?

工作人員的面孔和一年兩年前的一樣
能耐強得我五體頭地
留多一分鐘都不願

希望
我以後不用再走來這鬼地方
以後都不要

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Back on my feet

It's been a rough day.


終於
我把愛我請留言全吞下

演員演技不算好
可是編劇很強
感染力驚人

邊看劇裡面的甜我心裡面的澀就擁

或是似曾相識
或是盼望結局相同

生病兩星期
發熱發冷咳嗽耳發炎暈眩
改學生的期忘記學生的課
想幫幫不來

感覺差負能量就飆升

If today is a bad day,
Tomorrow must be a better day.


Thursday, April 17, 2014

Hi Dear

One day, I deleted all uploaded photos (all 9 years) from this blog by pressing the wrong button. 
Boom! All gone, in one second. 

I seems to have a habit doing it from time to time. Deleting things, deleting people, deleting memories… And the worst thing is, I always forgot what I deleted.

Oh hi theysee-me-not!! Long time no post. 

I kinda miss the time I spend all days and nights typing and recalling the sweetness and bitterness in my life. Although I shut things down I shut people down, I wouldn't shut this blog down. Photos are gone, words are here. When I re-read each of my posts, pictures fly back. Right in front of my eyes.

I'm missing the intimacy here.

Last year, one dight posts each month. I thought maybe I was too busy, maybe I was too happy, maybe I was too occupied. But now, I know I just chose not to remember and not to think.

Growing up is the process to death. It won't end until the day you go to heaven. That's sounds horrible however true. You learn no matter you want it or not. Why adults want kids to learn that many things?? I told my students not to grow up so quick. Enjoy their world of simplicity. Enjoy each and every moments of no meaning. 

I miss my no meaning days.