Boom! All gone, in one second.
I seems to have a habit doing it from time to time. Deleting things, deleting people, deleting memories… And the worst thing is, I always forgot what I deleted.
Oh hi theysee-me-not!! Long time no post.
I kinda miss the time I spend all days and nights typing and recalling the sweetness and bitterness in my life. Although I shut things down I shut people down, I wouldn't shut this blog down. Photos are gone, words are here. When I re-read each of my posts, pictures fly back. Right in front of my eyes.
I'm missing the intimacy here.
Last year, one dight posts each month. I thought maybe I was too busy, maybe I was too happy, maybe I was too occupied. But now, I know I just chose not to remember and not to think.
Growing up is the process to death. It won't end until the day you go to heaven. That's sounds horrible however true. You learn no matter you want it or not. Why adults want kids to learn that many things?? I told my students not to grow up so quick. Enjoy their world of simplicity. Enjoy each and every moments of no meaning.
I miss my no meaning days.
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